This and freaking that

I am sleepy. Yes. That’s all I can write right now. So, Christmas is just around the corner and I needed to freaking get my life back together not that it’s not in order. Oh my f, i suck at writing vaguely now. This is a catastrophe. I need an emergency button. Bye.

Ok no, i was joking and only my sick humor can understand that. I am just lost at the moment. I don’t want to face reality and I know it’s bad. I have always been mature and I am just so tired. Physically, mentally and emotionally, that’s why I’ve been hiding for weeks.

It’s wrong, but then again, I want to stay in this make-believe world for now. Reality sucks way too much and it will kill me soon enough.