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Do you ever have that feeling that you miss a certain person so much you wanted to cry?
It’s not like he’s been a big part of your life but you just honest to goodness miss those wacky ideas you two shared and the crazy things you talked about.
Like if you can only take back everything that happened and just live in the moment where everything was just simple and you two are just two friends laughing and hanging out, content to be silly together.
Well, I’m feeling like that. I saw a picture of him and the emotions just rushed through me. Happy Monday, I guess.
Finding my rhyme,
Looking for signs,
Searching for you,
Waiting in line,
When can you ever be mine?
We’re in the middle of something. we’re the space in between writing.
We’re in the shade of gray rather than black or white.
We’re in the highway far from each destination’s end.
We’re in purgatory, not sure if going to heaven or hell.
We’re in the atmosphere, not on earth, not on space.
We’re in the middle of the dessert in the verge of dehydrating.
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Thank God for friends who can catch you off guard :)
- Paula: Busy kaaa?
- me: di naman keriboom boom lang
- Paula: Lemme start by saying iba ang marupok sa maharot Hahaha
- me: oh my god, tawang tawa ko, letse ka
- Paula: And I am not implying anything. Just saying )
- me: hahaha pota di ako matigil ng tawa, sira ka talaga!ano baaaaaaaaaa
- Paula: What did I do? Hahaha
- me: whatever Paula!!! whatever! hahahaha
- Paula: Hahaha. Teka natatawa din ako at hindi to magandang mangyari habang nasa clinic ako ng doctor sa utak haha Anyway, Baka balak mo ikwento saken yang kaharutan na yan, este karupukan
- me: hahaha oo isipin baliw ka pero mas masaklap to kasi nagiisa ko sa isle pagiisipan na naman nila ang baliw ko din dito
All giddy feelings
Giggly, smiling, wanting more
Gives warmth to my core
:)
I’ve been having this weird feeling of happiness, peace, and contentment these past few days and I like it. I don’t know how it happened or if this is something temporary (but I hope it isn’t), but it feels all the negativities are just drove far into the back of my mind.
Maybe it’s the summer music or that weekend getaway with my friends, or maybe it’s me coming to terms about some things I really don’t have control of, but whatever it is, I’m happy and that’s what matters. :3
I only realized tonight that these lyrics best describe me and you. Explains why i loved it since the first time I heard it last year.
Rendering the dictionary useless
There so many things I want to say right now but I won’t.
Sleeplessness
A brick is lodged on my chest.
Tears are wanting to escape.
Alone with a heavy heart in an empty room.
There are so many words I would like to say, yet all I have are these.
I’m weighing things, trying to see past the feelings.
Is the happiness worth the pain?
Can the days compensate the nights?
Does the smiles stop the tears?
Will I get to have the strength?
Maybe some music is all I need to clear my mind, to make me forget.
Yet the tears are one by one rushing and I don’t know to stop.
That strong feeling of nostalgia is the worst.
fill so your followers can get to know you
1. State your name: Angelique / Angel
2. State the name that your parents almost named you: Angelica but the nurse misspelled it.
3. Which of your relatives do you get along with the most? My mom?
5. Did anything embarrassing happen this week? Nah, none yet.
6. Do you miss your ex? Nope.
7. White chocolate or dark chocolate? dark chocolate.
8. Do people praise you for your looks? Uhm.
9. What is your favorite color of clothing to wear? Black or white
10. How do you wear your makeup? put it on my skin? I mean how else can you wear it, really? Maybe I should make my lip balm a pendant or something.
11. What are some of your nicknames? Angel and Angge (which I hate) then E2 for Paula.
12. How many bedrooms are in your house? 3 (my parent’s house) but I live in a studio apartment.
13. How many bathrooms? one.
14. Do you have a job? yes
15. Do you have a car? toy car
16. Do you work out every week? horizontal jogging
18. Have you ever kissed someone you never saw again? yes
19. Have you ever sung in front of a crowd? yes
20. What kind of bathing suit do you wear? a 2-piece bikini.
21. Do you like your eyes? yes
22. Do you think you are pretty? oh yeah.
23. Who was the last person you talked to in person? tracy
24. How much money is in your account? uhm it says 4grand but in reality 0 because i’m going to pay someone with it.
25. Are you single? nope.
26. Do you want kids? don’t you?
27. Tell me what your backpack looks like: pink with bubbles of different pink hues
28. What celebrity do you think is hot? Colton Haynes and Tyler Hoechlin hands down.
29. Last movie you saw in theatres: wow. I can’t even remember.
30. Are you dating the same person you dated last year? yep.
31. Has someone you were dating ever cheated on you? Let me think…uhm…I think so?
32. Have you ever cheated? Not in the real sense of cheating
33: Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’? yeah
34: What do you like to do in your spare time? sleep and read and watch dvds
- Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up.
- Maroon 5 - Not Coming Home
- Spice Girls - Wannabe
- Hanson - Broken Angel
- Ciara Ft. Justin Timberlake - Love and Sex and Magic
- How to Loot Brazil - Golden Era
- Katy Perry - ET
- If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? Neil Patrick Harris
- Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17. “She wouldn’t meet my eyes.” - Percy Jackson, Sea of Monsters (ebook)
- What do you think about most? sam? my life? friends?
- What does your latest text message from someone else say? “May aircon na kayo?” - Sam
- Do you sleep with or without lights on? without lights on
- What’s your strangest talent? incredible smelling abilities.
- Girls…. (finish the sentence); Boys…. (finish the sentence) girls are princesses; boys are pigs.
- Ever had a poem or song written about you? my name is angel, go figure.
- When is the last time you played the air guitar? never.
- Do you have any strange phobias? hmm, cockroach phobia? and for a time i was afraid of crossing bridges.
- Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose? lol yes, a plastic pearl when i was a kid.
- What’s your religion? born again christian
- If you are outside, what are you most likely doing? working or eating out.
- Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? both.
- Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band? this is hard, but probably taking back sunday.
- What was the last lie you told? “i arrived there at 1am.”
- Do you believe in karma? yes.
- What does your username mean? my name in english and filipino.
- What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength? my greatest weakness is my trusting nature. Strength is my perseverance.
- Who is your celebrity crush? Adam Levine.
- Have you ever gone skinny dipping? nope.
- How do you vent your anger? I talk to Nikki, Sam, and Pau.
- Do you have a collection of anything? Uhm…I collect my writings?
- Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? video chatting.
- Are you happy with the person you’ve become? yes.
- What’s a sound you hate; sound you love? hate-scrapping on surfaces, love-sam’s snores
- What’s your biggest “what if”? “what if i met him before she did?”
- Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens? i believe in spirits.
- Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm. dude, i have problem with right and left so let me just tell you that i touch a chair and my mom okay?
- Smell the air. What do you smell? home.
- What’s the worst place you have ever been to? some very depressed area in manila
- Most attractive singer of your opposite gender? My boyfriend? nah jk, uhm…this is a hard question, but i guess, i’ll stick to Adam.
- Do you believe in luck? yep.
- What’s the weather like right now? cool just the way i like it.
- What time is it? past 12 am
- Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? nope.
- What was the last book you read? the carrie diaries
- Do you like the smell of gasoline? no.
- Do you have any nicknames? angge and i hate it.
- What was the last movie you saw? toy story marathon.
- What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had? i don’t have injuries much so I can’t think of any. Just common sprains.
- Have you ever caught a butterfly? yes
- Do you have any obsessions right now? getting a macbook
- Ever had a rumor spread about you? yes, had a number of them.
- Do you believe in magic? yes.
- Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong? sometimes.
- What is your astrological sign? Leo.
- Do you save money or spend it? I try to save.
- What’s the last thing you purchased? Food?
- Love or lust? Both ;)
- In a relationship? yes.
- Are you a virgin? no.
- Can you touch your nose with your tongue? no.
- Where were you yesterday? Going home to Bulacan.
- Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? a bag.
- Are you wearing socks right now? nope.
- What’s your favorite animal? Cats.
- What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you? My awesome personality, whatelse? jk.
- Spit or swallow?(; LOL depends.
- What were you doing last night at 12 AM? i was online.
- What do you think is Satan’s last name? What is yours?
- Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend? definitely.
- You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do? I’ll ask for help on my way to work coz i usually encounter policemen and guards on my way to work.
- You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid? a) im not sure if i will share it to anyone. b) do everything i wanted to do, spend all the money i have. c) nope, it’s better knowing when you’re going to die.
- You can only have one of these things: trust or love. love.
- What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it? Carried Away - Passion Pit
- What are the last four digits in your cell phone number? 8343
- In your opinion, what makes a great relationship? When you can talk about everything and anything.
- How can I win your heart? lottery?
- Can insanity bring on more creativity? at times, yes.
- What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far? pursue journalism.
- What size shoes do you wear? size 4, 5 or 6
- What would you want to be written on your tombstone? i dont know, i just want my name on it.
- What is your favorite word? Therefore?
- Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word: heart. beat.
- What is a saying you say a lot? it’s better to love and lost than never love at all.
- What’s the last song you listened to? only hope-switchfoot
- Basic question: what’s your favorite color/colors? blue and white
- What is your current desktop picture? a photoshopped sun and wilderness
- If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be? Uhm…I don’t want them to explode just be out of my way.
- What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on? “Do you have a boyfriend?”
- One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren’t really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed. What do you do? As in cloth covered ones? Just ask, “what’s up?”
- You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power? invisibility or telekinesis
- You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again? Any great moment in college.
- You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be? a certain go-see moment.
- You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go? Amsterdam where Nikki will wait for me.
- Do you have any relatives in jail? None that i know of
- Have you ever thrown up in the car? err in a jeep, yes.
- Ever been on a plane? yes.
- If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say? “love is more important than your petty little problems.”
- Give me your top 5 favorite blogs on Tumblr. My friends blogs.
Alam mo yung feeling na may mali sa buhay mo at di mo na alam kung san ka patungo?
